I Found A Song

Well the last few days, I been listening to some songs. Luck me, I found one that I really like. I can relate that song to myself. The song is kind of old. Not a new song that for sure, but it is really good in Chinese. The reason that I like this song is because it has many different meaning. It depends on your mood. Chinese song are so tricky, one word can have many different meanings.

獻世 - 陳小春 *there are many meaning to this word 獻世... Some say it mean useless, Some say to life for no purposes and some has other meanings. But whatever it may be this is how I feel about this song

My translation may be different from other people but here it goes

I don't want to give you anything... because I don't know what to give you... Then what Can I give you? What Do you want? What Do you want from me?

I don't have the courage to think
You don't want to see me
Then what can I do
If I show up, but you will be unhappy
Because you feel embarrasses.

You were my secret, I was you trash.
It doesn't matter if I show up or not.
Tonight is your birthday,
You wish one day, I will disappear

I will save my tears for myself
You don't care what I say, it is like I am barking to you
I won't regrat this relationship
You want me to make you a promise
to leave you before I embarrasses you?
Am I that useless to you?
But Whatever happened, I will close my eyes
I love you so much, what can I complain about

We were never too close, So I don't have the guts to cry in front of you
I don't mind being Lonely, it is easier to love you

Whatever happened, I will close my eye and pretend nothing had happen
I don't mind being sad, but I don't want to be useless

... Okey so basically this song is about a man falling in love with this girl. He loves her deeply. She claims she loves him just as much as he loves her. But everytime he tries to make a move, the girl rejects him. Everytime he claims that she is his girlfriend, she would feel embarrasses. She doesn't want him around, whenever he talks to her, all she hears is him blahing on about random stuff. She never cares about what he has to say. The guy was sad, but he can not give up on her. Even when he knows it would be easier for him to end the relationship. But everytime he wants to do it, he can not take the courage to say it to her or he can not let her go. So he just close his eyes and pretend nothing happened. So basically that the song... Hope you enjoy it as much as I do... If you have different feeling for this song leave me a comment =P