So last night I had a really weird dream. The Dream was my ex-Girlfriend was getting married. I just finished school and I went home. I found a letter of invitation. I opened it and it was her invitation to her wedding. It was weird, because we are only 17 or maybe 18 but that still too young to get married. But when the day of the wedding came, I decided not to go. For some reason I turned on the TV, and it was showing the wedding. It was huge, and she was really pretty with her white dress. The guy was her ex-boyfriend. They were holding hands and taking pictures. The wedding about the start. Suddenly tears run down my eyes. I began to cry. But my parents were there, so I did not want to let them know I was crying. I turned away and wipe away my tears. But my mom saw me crying. She came up and said something*I don't remember what she said*. I turned to her and nodded. I continue to watch the wedding. They were walking down to the father, my eyes began to tear up again. I put my head on my arm and started to cry really bad. My dad looked at me and talked to my mom. My mom told my dad that I really loved her, and finally I decided to trust her. She went and break my heart. My dad walked up to me and said stop being so selfish and stop crying over a girl like that. But I stood up and yelled Yea I LOVE HER! So what? IF I am selfish, I would have went to the wedding and said something about it! I WOULD HAVE STOPPED IT! Then I ran to the window. Some reason I can see the wedding from my window.*see dream don't make any sense XD* then I began to look at it from the window. I heard the Vow they made to each other. I start crying again. This time, I wonder if she really meant those word she said. She love him? What about the time you told me you "LOVE" me? What happen when u said you want to be with me forever and ever? Was it all a lie? So am I the Rebound or is he the rebound? I don't know how, but I think she heard me and she looked over at me and had a evil smile. But I did not hear she said I do, because my mom woke me up. But I realize how much...
I still love her. I will cry for her even till this day. I still get mad when she is with other guys. I loved you so much, why did you change so much? We could have the future together. You ruined it!
When will I put this down? When can I pick myself up again? Who can I trust? When will I find that one person I can trust and won't let me down?
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